i've been feeling lonely lately. i don't really know why. perhaps
- school's so so busy and there's hardly time to hang out with people, nor do i have the energy to
- i just stopped working at the gallery and my time has opened up a lot more which is a good thing but i am also such a crazy brained person that perpetually doing something is the only way to keep me sane
- everyone's getting married lately and there's no one in sight really
- it's getting colder (tho today was hella hot)
- i've been realising my need to process my thoughts and feelings externally a lot more somehow perhaps i've always been this way and there somehow have been people around but lately maybe being more picky with who i talk to about things because i think i blab too much
- finally having the time to slow down, and realising i don't really know how to shut my brain up, or rest is kinda scary
- i'm missing (physically) distant friends a lot and we're all just shit at keeping in contact (except maybe rachel hehe)
- i havent been writing much i know i really need to
- maybe it's growing older, and i think we each think we become more self-sufficient - which maybe we do i'm not sure
- maybe it's just the weight of existence lol.
it's also november and time is flying by. i don't really have the concept of time under control now that school is broken up into semesters whereas all my life it's been a full year again and again and it's easier to keep track of time like that.
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