sitting down and getting stuff organized is so hard, but so important.
like having a balanced lifestyle.
like that's thrown around a lot, but after just sleeping the whole winter break away, and finally having paid off my sleep debt a little, and having enough energy to cook food and having my brain drive me so crazy that i willingly decided to run 5 miles/8km - like i feel more decent in my brain.
art ed has been so difficult. there's no but. it's been difficult. the friends are amazing and lovely. i've learnt a lot. i'm excited to teach. it's hard to remember that behind wanting to teach a good lesson is loving art and loving people and kind of wanting those to exist together. it's so easy to get caught up in how 'quality' of a teacher i am being. but focusing on that, takes away from the actual task itself/desire. why are things so complicated.
i guess it's not, it's just talking about what i love and sharing it with others.
hm.
we'll see.
having a roommate that provides his presence while i stress about all the crap i'm stressed about has been very helpful. i bribe him with vitamin water and chips and other food.
